Wrapping up.

Well...

I guess its been a long time since I have posted a blog, or journal of any sort for that matter. This year has been very busy, and perhaps I have been very lazy. I remember a long time ago when I could crank out at least seven of these a week. I guess that was probably back in the bad old days, when we had statistics. But enough about the writing, thats like breaking the fourth wall.

Well, I have decided to stay in Las Vegas for the summer. I'm going to be doing wedding photography. Which I guess means that I should really design a site or something so that I can see respectable. Hmm...

Chau

Back to Storybook

Hey!

A lot has changed in my life since I last wrote in storybook. Or even here!

Well, for starters I am a first year at Sin City Master's Commission. Which is pretty crazy. Sometimes it seems like too crazy a thing to me. But so far it has been really good, and I am happy with it.

First off. Its tough. So tough. Too tough.

This way of living can drive you crazy sometimes. You aren't really meant to survive it on your own. Living like this, at this standard, you must have God. You can only fake it so long. Fake it 'till you make it.

This year I am crafting a legacy, setting down the foundation for every year to come. I am setting the pace for every kid who rolls in here. Am I running fast enough? Am I setting the bar high enough? Probably not. No, I am not. Definitely not. I need to push further. I need to wear myself out in pursuit of Christ, so that when I pass the baton, I'm not ashamed of how far I've run.

I need to push deeper with Christ. I need to bust past all my inhibitions, I need to let go. I continually come back to Tim, when really I want to give him away and surrender that "self" to Him. But I seem to continually give up on myself, I seem to find the easy way out. I need to push for strength. I need to push for endurance. I need to push for God.

What is MCDQ?

Master's Commission doesn't quit....

I won't ring that bell...

I wonder if these are one in the same? Handles that directors hand you to help you up the ladder.

I think I know what MCDQ is/was. But in keeping with that spirit, I can't talk about it.

Well...


I could basically vent forever on here. But I actually have to make a scripture study happen. I don't really feel tired at all, but thats ok, I should still start on it.

(Let It Be)

Gotta Love

...that the "new" blog that this directed to is now more defunct than this one...

The End is Near

Well Kidz...

It has finally happened. I have finally decided to shut down this blog. It may be revived again some day, if I feel so inclined... But I don't think I will. Because... I am opening a new and different blog. I will be limiting my opinions and views at the new blog, and will condense my writings down to be just stories. Not emotional filled drama's, not random tid bits of news. Just small writings about my day to day life. No insight, no view through the lookers eye. Not what I thought about it. Just little stories.

It has been a good run, thanks for the 329 posts kidz.

Check it out at "As Life Occurs"

The End is Here

Finally!

Hey Kidz

Check it! Look at what the people at Odeo have done! I absolutely love the crew there, they work so dilligently on all these good ideas. As though Odeo wasn't enough, they have gone and made Hellodeo! Which is just a small app and service for putting video on the internet. Now, it isn't all "You Tube" style, but I am still plenty excited to see where it goes.


I am hungry... Somebody come and feed me...

Growing Up, Growing Old

Life has been more abundant lately. It has been so good lately. I wish I could never leave these days behind. But I also know that I already have, in the same way that I know they will come again one day.

I have had such a good last two weeks. Each and every day of them has been spent with Kalyn Maki and Amos Nimmo. They have quickly become my two favorite people. Each day has been bright and joyous. We have done so much in so little time. I know I talked a bit about it already, but needless to say that it got even better some how. It seems like our spirits have become so intimately close. It is astounding how spending quality time with good Christian people can make you love God so much more. Or what I mean to say is, when I see God reflected in his children it makes me want to seek his face all the more. And I have.

Do you ever wonder if his name is on your lips enough? I do. With all that I say and do, am I honoring him? I want to, but I am not sure that I am. I need to. I will.

Pray with me about my brother Peter, My friends Kalyn and Matt, my aunt Ester and lastly but certainly not least, my future.

-Thanks

Arrrrgg!

I would move out of my house simply to obtian a better connection to the internet! I mean seriously, it takes me 45 minutes just to check my mail lately. I have to try like 85 bajillion times just to see my inbox. I don't know what googles problem is, but they had better fix it. Yahoo comes up in a snap, but gmail, google and blogger all take a month! I love their services, but if they start to become unrelaible I will have to leave them for someone a little more pleasing.

*sigh*

I was going to upload some pics of Matt and Andrew pimping the metro, but alas, you will have to wait until my lappy is some place happier!

Check it!