Huzzah!
Ok! I must have done something to my template to really screw up the title system... Oh Well!
Its easter today. I worked in the nursery with CJ. I tell you at least 1000 people go to my church, shouldn't I be able to escape her? Well, I guess not. I figure, 2 more years and I can move away and forget about her. Yup, just 2 more years. That really isn't that long to wait for such a prize. Unless I become a youth leader, and she stays as one. Then I will just have to wait longer. I can gaurntee it won't be longer than 120 years... thats right 120 years... Because i can't possible live that long. Nope, couldn't possibly. Her either. I really should be a little kinder to her when I am with her though. Odd isn't it, that I have a hard time being nice to someone that i love so much... Not really that odd though, becuase she is the only person I have ever wished hated me. Of course that brings up a thought that pulls at my heart. If she did hate me, she would be sinning, which is harmful. And I really don't want to harm her, thats one of my biggest objectives, to have her oblivous, and unharmed at the end of the road.
If this seems absurd to you, and you don't understand. Then you don't know my morales, or my virtues. If this intrigues you , than you should learn more about them. If this confuses you, you should just figure I have a complex, and that I have "issues". :-D Thats right!
Of course, anyone who reads this, doesn't know me. Except maybe Christina. Oh wait, theres a bunch of people I know who can read this isn't there? Well... Thats interesting, hmmm... Doesn't change things though. Just the way it is. At least in my mind. Of course for all I know, my mind is a vortex of insanity.
Well... Chau Bloggity
11.4.04
STAR
Huzzah!
So TIRED...
Yay! The play is finally over! I start a dinner theatre in a week though... Yeah! (not so much...)
I just thought of something... I just realized that any of the girls that I am any kind of friends with, I don't talk to often and mostly on the internet... Its a strange thing... So I wonder if that means I have an easier time being friends with girls who use the internet, or girls I don't meet in person. Hehe... Maybe I am weirder in person... Of course I went to school for a year with Tawnya, and I would call her my friend.
I just watched Akira. That movie is wiggy. Its one of those things that the creator must have been on drugs to make. Like the teenage mutant ninja turtles (good stuff!), my cousin has a whole theory on how it went down. It is rather amusing.
I should really start posting my daily devo stuff on here, but I can't do daily devos near the computer... So I should write it in a tablet and then post it. Yup Yup. Let me see... I am to revalations now I think... Yeah, I just finished, Jude, so thats where I am.
I heard one of the stupidest things the other day "Did you know Jesus wasn't a christian? Yeah, he wasn't, he was a Jew. Pretty strange huh?" Isn't that lame. How could Jesus be "A follower of Jesus Christ. The name first given to the disciples of Jesus in the city of Antioch (Acts 11-26)."
My friend Phil got his hair cut into a Mohawk, or as we like to call it a FroHawk. FroHawk because his hair is so curly that it doesn't just flop down, it sticks up to inches in curls. Oh, yeah, its old school right now, he might wax it up. We shall see. Speaking of hair, I might do this extreme makeover thing for E-Night. It would rock... Maybe... I don't think that I will let them cut my hair though. They can dye it, and put it in pony tails and braid it and any thing else, but I don't want them to cut it. I don't like people to cut my hair. My hair isn't even at my shoulders yet. Wanna know wots funny? Most pictures of Jesus have him with hair down to his shoulders. Just a different culture I guess.
Well... I need to go to bed. Then I need to wake up, and serve food for easter something or other, then I do the nursery for easter service, which is nutz. Then Imma go to G+G E's then to G+G K's.
Well... Chau...
Still haven't written that letter... Or decided on AIM clown stuff... times slipping away, as is my mind.
So TIRED...
Yay! The play is finally over! I start a dinner theatre in a week though... Yeah! (not so much...)
I just thought of something... I just realized that any of the girls that I am any kind of friends with, I don't talk to often and mostly on the internet... Its a strange thing... So I wonder if that means I have an easier time being friends with girls who use the internet, or girls I don't meet in person. Hehe... Maybe I am weirder in person... Of course I went to school for a year with Tawnya, and I would call her my friend.
I just watched Akira. That movie is wiggy. Its one of those things that the creator must have been on drugs to make. Like the teenage mutant ninja turtles (good stuff!), my cousin has a whole theory on how it went down. It is rather amusing.
I should really start posting my daily devo stuff on here, but I can't do daily devos near the computer... So I should write it in a tablet and then post it. Yup Yup. Let me see... I am to revalations now I think... Yeah, I just finished, Jude, so thats where I am.
I heard one of the stupidest things the other day "Did you know Jesus wasn't a christian? Yeah, he wasn't, he was a Jew. Pretty strange huh?" Isn't that lame. How could Jesus be "A follower of Jesus Christ. The name first given to the disciples of Jesus in the city of Antioch (Acts 11-26)."
My friend Phil got his hair cut into a Mohawk, or as we like to call it a FroHawk. FroHawk because his hair is so curly that it doesn't just flop down, it sticks up to inches in curls. Oh, yeah, its old school right now, he might wax it up. We shall see. Speaking of hair, I might do this extreme makeover thing for E-Night. It would rock... Maybe... I don't think that I will let them cut my hair though. They can dye it, and put it in pony tails and braid it and any thing else, but I don't want them to cut it. I don't like people to cut my hair. My hair isn't even at my shoulders yet. Wanna know wots funny? Most pictures of Jesus have him with hair down to his shoulders. Just a different culture I guess.
Well... I need to go to bed. Then I need to wake up, and serve food for easter something or other, then I do the nursery for easter service, which is nutz. Then Imma go to G+G E's then to G+G K's.
Well... Chau...
Still haven't written that letter... Or decided on AIM clown stuff... times slipping away, as is my mind.
9.4.04
Sweet!
I woke up at 6:30! And I feel totally rested, I must have gotten my REM sleep! Thats wot Matters....
Well, strangely, I am listening to SuperChik. They're ok. I like some of there songs a lot. The Hero song, and the one about the back pack full of bricks. Yeah, random. I like SuperChic k just fine. :-D
Gotta do like 2 months worth of homework.
Chau
P.S. Tawny emailed me today... Strange... I should write her a letter... I nice one... Yup Yup... Why am I talking with such big pauses? ........ Just don't know...
I woke up at 6:30! And I feel totally rested, I must have gotten my REM sleep! Thats wot Matters....
Well, strangely, I am listening to SuperChik. They're ok. I like some of there songs a lot. The Hero song, and the one about the back pack full of bricks. Yeah, random. I like SuperChic k just fine. :-D
Gotta do like 2 months worth of homework.
Chau
P.S. Tawny emailed me today... Strange... I should write her a letter... I nice one... Yup Yup... Why am I talking with such big pauses? ........ Just don't know...
8.4.04
Ack!
I've been thinking, maybe I should endevour to change my template again... Maybe...
I am so tired. I should go to bed. I might set my alarm for 7 tomorrow. Maybe...
I need to find some japanese rap. It rocks! have you ever heard japanese rap? Go google trigun vs cowboy bebop video. You should come up with it. I hope. Its all like Japanese Rap. I think, if I remeber right. Well, anyways, its cool.
I just checked xanga, and was suprised but disapointed. I didn't like it as much, but there was image hosting. Cool, but not so cool to make me leave blogger.
Well, I am tired, and much as I would love to poor out my heart to these virtual pages, which is satisfingly disapointing, I am going to go to bed. I say disapointing, because I get the feeling no one reads my posts... Oh well, thats the way the world works.
Chau
*Edit* (Much Better!)
I am so tired. I should go to bed. I might set my alarm for 7 tomorrow. Maybe...
I need to find some japanese rap. It rocks! have you ever heard japanese rap? Go google trigun vs cowboy bebop video. You should come up with it. I hope. Its all like Japanese Rap. I think, if I remeber right. Well, anyways, its cool.
I just checked xanga, and was suprised but disapointed. I didn't like it as much, but there was image hosting. Cool, but not so cool to make me leave blogger.
Well, I am tired, and much as I would love to poor out my heart to these virtual pages, which is satisfingly disapointing, I am going to go to bed. I say disapointing, because I get the feeling no one reads my posts... Oh well, thats the way the world works.
Chau
*Edit* (Much Better!)
Ughh...
So many people blog with an "agenda". Always trying to get their "opinions" out. I feel a whole lot of what that is, is that peoplel are constantly looking for something to nag and complain about. Not many people talk about changing something without trying to crush others thoughts and feelings. They shout and shout about how others are wrong, but never walk over to the others and just try talking to them about it. There seems to be a lack of compassion for people these days. No one cares any more that the other person maybe living a lie, its more about that they won't except that they are right.
It Sickens me. No one has faith in their fellow man anymore. Take politics. No one wants to hear the otherside of the story. Everyone says that they are right and everyone else is wrong. End of story. Period. Nothing more to say to you that isn't a 4 letter word.
Isn't that Dumb? Its no wonder there so much crime and violence. Now I ain't preaching peace and love, becuase I know thats not exactly gonna happen any time soon. But I mean, can't we at least be civil. Do we have to be dogs tearing at eachothers throats? No, we don't have to be. But seemingly we are. We're tearing eachother apart.
Man, does this world disapoint me. And I most of all disapoint myself.
Chau
So many people blog with an "agenda". Always trying to get their "opinions" out. I feel a whole lot of what that is, is that peoplel are constantly looking for something to nag and complain about. Not many people talk about changing something without trying to crush others thoughts and feelings. They shout and shout about how others are wrong, but never walk over to the others and just try talking to them about it. There seems to be a lack of compassion for people these days. No one cares any more that the other person maybe living a lie, its more about that they won't except that they are right.
It Sickens me. No one has faith in their fellow man anymore. Take politics. No one wants to hear the otherside of the story. Everyone says that they are right and everyone else is wrong. End of story. Period. Nothing more to say to you that isn't a 4 letter word.
Isn't that Dumb? Its no wonder there so much crime and violence. Now I ain't preaching peace and love, becuase I know thats not exactly gonna happen any time soon. But I mean, can't we at least be civil. Do we have to be dogs tearing at eachothers throats? No, we don't have to be. But seemingly we are. We're tearing eachother apart.
Man, does this world disapoint me. And I most of all disapoint myself.
Chau
7.4.04
Rainy Day
I am a person who always asks the questions that can't be answered, like, if she knew, would she love me? Silly question, becuase its not answerable.
So, Today I feel so sick that i didn't even want to go to Church, because I have been sneezing like constantly, i think my record was 9 times in a minute.
Cool I just surfed onto Http://www.Jo-Chen.com he drew the package art for fable. Pretty neat stuff.
Its raining out, so all of what I am writting here won't be on the blog until tomorrow. I have a dish connection, so it doesn't work well when its foggy.
I really need to come up with some ideas for clowning, I need a name, a costume and an act. And I need it soon. I am so indecisive that it seems that I will never get it done. Stupid me...
I need to go check out weblog.com, I forget why, but i need to. I also need to write 2 reports for Steph, but i am so sick that i can barely concentrate. Its no fun.
I ate earlier today, and I should probably eat again, but for some reason I am really not hungry. Its strange. I should be hungry by now, I had 1 plain hotdog at like 12, and here, 6 hours later I don't feel hungry... strange.
So I surfed around today, and looked at some other windows shells, but none of them were very cool, I checked out Aston, Desktopx and Litestep but I didn't like them very much. I should have tried geo too, but I didn't. Oh well.... I have been thinking about adding a secret user account to my computer, but i haven't any idea why, just for fun i guess. I learned today, that I only need to get 65 dollars for the emachines, because its that much for the mobo, instead of 85. Silly me thinking the mobo was 85 dollars. I wonder how much I could get that computer to go for. I really should sell it and order a new mobo. Really should. Or I should just go insane. Just go insane... Yup... Unless I arlready am insane...
Well, I am really bored now, I have been without the net for like 30mins now, and my tv probably doesn't work, so I just have a .txt doc open here, and here I am pounding away. I should go get my PDA and sync it with the computer. I really should. Of course I don't have all that much that I need to do with that. I think I put pong or something on it. Exciting eh? I borrowed all my 64 games to BigZ, and my cuz was gonna borrow me a SNES. Sweet eh? I have killer instinct. Is that rad? I think that I am going to fill up my PDA calender with stuff... howsaboutthat? Pretty nifty eh?
Today I was watching Band Of Brothers, that WWII movie, about "Easy" company. It rocks. Reminds me of Battlefield 1942. Oh, my friend Phil got Vietnam, he says its fun, but hard, Matt says its real enjoyable. So imma thinking about getting me some of that if I ever have a computer that can run it. Yup Yup!!!
My friend Tawnya was telling me the other day about her friend Nick, who said some pretty gross stuff to her cause he was a little "tipsy". And I felt a little prideful, because my friend Vanessa said he was "creepy". And I never liked him, which isn't a good view for me to take on, the "I-coulda-told-you-that" view. That makes me kinda sad though, because my friend Tawnya has been through a lotta stuff. And I know she is a much deeper thinker that most people. Which maybe makes her more depressed than most people.
So here I sit and wonder about the lives of the people around me. Will Christy ever be an evangelist? Will Matt ever go to China? Will BigZ be a youth pastor? Will our paths ever meet again after leaving the town of Duluth? Will we ever have as good a friendship as now?
I just don't know...
I wish my internet were working... It would sure help.
Well, I think Imma go do something else.
Chau... I guess... See you space cowboy...
0_0
I am a person who always asks the questions that can't be answered, like, if she knew, would she love me? Silly question, becuase its not answerable.
So, Today I feel so sick that i didn't even want to go to Church, because I have been sneezing like constantly, i think my record was 9 times in a minute.
Cool I just surfed onto Http://www.Jo-Chen.com he drew the package art for fable. Pretty neat stuff.
Its raining out, so all of what I am writting here won't be on the blog until tomorrow. I have a dish connection, so it doesn't work well when its foggy.
I really need to come up with some ideas for clowning, I need a name, a costume and an act. And I need it soon. I am so indecisive that it seems that I will never get it done. Stupid me...
I need to go check out weblog.com, I forget why, but i need to. I also need to write 2 reports for Steph, but i am so sick that i can barely concentrate. Its no fun.
I ate earlier today, and I should probably eat again, but for some reason I am really not hungry. Its strange. I should be hungry by now, I had 1 plain hotdog at like 12, and here, 6 hours later I don't feel hungry... strange.
So I surfed around today, and looked at some other windows shells, but none of them were very cool, I checked out Aston, Desktopx and Litestep but I didn't like them very much. I should have tried geo too, but I didn't. Oh well.... I have been thinking about adding a secret user account to my computer, but i haven't any idea why, just for fun i guess. I learned today, that I only need to get 65 dollars for the emachines, because its that much for the mobo, instead of 85. Silly me thinking the mobo was 85 dollars. I wonder how much I could get that computer to go for. I really should sell it and order a new mobo. Really should. Or I should just go insane. Just go insane... Yup... Unless I arlready am insane...
Well, I am really bored now, I have been without the net for like 30mins now, and my tv probably doesn't work, so I just have a .txt doc open here, and here I am pounding away. I should go get my PDA and sync it with the computer. I really should. Of course I don't have all that much that I need to do with that. I think I put pong or something on it. Exciting eh? I borrowed all my 64 games to BigZ, and my cuz was gonna borrow me a SNES. Sweet eh? I have killer instinct. Is that rad? I think that I am going to fill up my PDA calender with stuff... howsaboutthat? Pretty nifty eh?
Today I was watching Band Of Brothers, that WWII movie, about "Easy" company. It rocks. Reminds me of Battlefield 1942. Oh, my friend Phil got Vietnam, he says its fun, but hard, Matt says its real enjoyable. So imma thinking about getting me some of that if I ever have a computer that can run it. Yup Yup!!!
My friend Tawnya was telling me the other day about her friend Nick, who said some pretty gross stuff to her cause he was a little "tipsy". And I felt a little prideful, because my friend Vanessa said he was "creepy". And I never liked him, which isn't a good view for me to take on, the "I-coulda-told-you-that" view. That makes me kinda sad though, because my friend Tawnya has been through a lotta stuff. And I know she is a much deeper thinker that most people. Which maybe makes her more depressed than most people.
So here I sit and wonder about the lives of the people around me. Will Christy ever be an evangelist? Will Matt ever go to China? Will BigZ be a youth pastor? Will our paths ever meet again after leaving the town of Duluth? Will we ever have as good a friendship as now?
I just don't know...
I wish my internet were working... It would sure help.
Well, I think Imma go do something else.
Chau... I guess... See you space cowboy...
0_0
I Have Decided...
I have decided that I really love blogs with english titles and forgien text. They rock...
So, I should probably take all my blog stuff down and keep it in a .txt file eh? I should also wade through my template stuff again and add some cool stuff to it. Like I should update my profile thingie on the right to include many more things. What do you think?
I have started commenting tons on other peoples web logs, hopefully they will check out my web log. Some people have really cool web logs. I hope mine is nearly as interesting theres. I should learn to spell, because I kan't thpel.
Well, I am running a fever, so I am going to bed.
Chau
I have decided that I really love blogs with english titles and forgien text. They rock...
So, I should probably take all my blog stuff down and keep it in a .txt file eh? I should also wade through my template stuff again and add some cool stuff to it. Like I should update my profile thingie on the right to include many more things. What do you think?
I have started commenting tons on other peoples web logs, hopefully they will check out my web log. Some people have really cool web logs. I hope mine is nearly as interesting theres. I should learn to spell, because I kan't thpel.
Well, I am running a fever, so I am going to bed.
Chau
6.4.04
"Escapades: Plans for the future"
"Escapades: Plans for the future"
So! Me and my friends (not my friends and I) have all sorts of plans for the future. Silly ones.
Me and my Cuz, plan on filming "Wally Crosleys self help vidoes". In which "Wally Crosley" helps by giving really not helpful advice. In a really annoying voice. It will be funny.
We also plan on taking a roadtrip across the US for fun. But we will need a labtop and all sorts of couchs to sleep on. We are gonna film it and then put it on the labtop, and if we were really ambitious we would send it to a site or a comp or something.
Yup Yup
Chau
So! Me and my friends (not my friends and I) have all sorts of plans for the future. Silly ones.
Me and my Cuz, plan on filming "Wally Crosleys self help vidoes". In which "Wally Crosley" helps by giving really not helpful advice. In a really annoying voice. It will be funny.
We also plan on taking a roadtrip across the US for fun. But we will need a labtop and all sorts of couchs to sleep on. We are gonna film it and then put it on the labtop, and if we were really ambitious we would send it to a site or a comp or something.
Yup Yup
Chau
So!
Lately I have been talking a little to this girl named Anna (that's the girl I talked to C.J. about) and she sent me a picture, and she is very pretty, which made me feel awkward about the picture I sent her. Because I sent her a low quality pic from my cell phone and I even with my view of the world, I know I don't look my best. Oh well, I musn't feel so self-conscious anyways.
I have also been browsing through a lot of the Deviant Art site. Which is a really cool site. Some of the pics there are really cool, some are not so much so. Also the Worth1000 Site rocks.
I saw someone with the exact same template as me today, but they didn't give credit to maystar designs. Oh well, there just lame.
I really wish I could upgrade my Blogger Account, but I haven't seen how, and I probably don't have the money. I wish to do so though because I could then post pictures, and I really have seen a bunch of pics I'd love to post.
I am really really sick today, I have a cold, and my nose won't stop running. I have used up like a ton of tissue. Its gross to be sick, I wish people didn't get sick.
I have been surfing through a lot of anime recently, it makes me wish I had a job, so I had money, so I could buy stuff. I have seen a lot of shirts and merch I would buy if I could. Worth1000 really makes me wish I had money, there's this 1 pic there that I would love to see on a shirt. melancholy was its name. Now its my wallpaper.
I got call of duty for my phone the other day, instead of 13, its ok, but some older games kick its butt for fun. I should have gotten tetris or something.
I think I have a fever, and I need to make something for supper so...
Chau!
Lately I have been talking a little to this girl named Anna (that's the girl I talked to C.J. about) and she sent me a picture, and she is very pretty, which made me feel awkward about the picture I sent her. Because I sent her a low quality pic from my cell phone and I even with my view of the world, I know I don't look my best. Oh well, I musn't feel so self-conscious anyways.
I have also been browsing through a lot of the Deviant Art site. Which is a really cool site. Some of the pics there are really cool, some are not so much so. Also the Worth1000 Site rocks.
I saw someone with the exact same template as me today, but they didn't give credit to maystar designs. Oh well, there just lame.
I really wish I could upgrade my Blogger Account, but I haven't seen how, and I probably don't have the money. I wish to do so though because I could then post pictures, and I really have seen a bunch of pics I'd love to post.
I am really really sick today, I have a cold, and my nose won't stop running. I have used up like a ton of tissue. Its gross to be sick, I wish people didn't get sick.
I have been surfing through a lot of anime recently, it makes me wish I had a job, so I had money, so I could buy stuff. I have seen a lot of shirts and merch I would buy if I could. Worth1000 really makes me wish I had money, there's this 1 pic there that I would love to see on a shirt. melancholy was its name. Now its my wallpaper.
I got call of duty for my phone the other day, instead of 13, its ok, but some older games kick its butt for fun. I should have gotten tetris or something.
I think I have a fever, and I need to make something for supper so...
Chau!
5.4.04
Coolest poem ever
The Dying Christian to his Soul
VITAL spark of heav'nly flame!
Quit, O quit this mortal frame:
Trembling, hoping, ling'ring, flying,
O the pain, the bliss of dying!
Cease, fond Nature, cease thy strife,
And let me languish into life.
Hark! they whisper; angels say,
Sister Spirit, come away!
What is this absorbs me quite?
Steals my senses, shuts my sight,
Drowns my spirits, draws my breath?
Tell me, my soul, can this be death?
The world recedes; it disappears!
Heav'n opens on my eyes! my ears
With sounds seraphic ring!
Lend, lend your wings! I mount! I fly!
O Grave! where is thy victory?
O Death! where is thy sting?
The Dying Christian to his Soul
VITAL spark of heav'nly flame!
Quit, O quit this mortal frame:
Trembling, hoping, ling'ring, flying,
O the pain, the bliss of dying!
Cease, fond Nature, cease thy strife,
And let me languish into life.
Hark! they whisper; angels say,
Sister Spirit, come away!
What is this absorbs me quite?
Steals my senses, shuts my sight,
Drowns my spirits, draws my breath?
Tell me, my soul, can this be death?
The world recedes; it disappears!
Heav'n opens on my eyes! my ears
With sounds seraphic ring!
Lend, lend your wings! I mount! I fly!
O Grave! where is thy victory?
O Death! where is thy sting?
Today
Today I feel much more like I am 80 than 18.
This is word association game thingie from this site
Today I feel much more like I am 80 than 18.
This is word association game thingie from this site
- Condemn:: Death
- Promiscuous:: unchaste
- Pro-life:: un-just
- Mona Lisa:: smile
- Crown:: king
- Mumble:: murmur
- Hack:: L337 Skill
- Diet:: fat
- Introduction:: welcome
- Latin America:: Missions Trip
3.4.04
Vaudeville
I really need to find a book or a website or something on Vaudeville clowning. Or just some other random gags that I could use while I am in Costa Rica.
I am so tired, I am typing with my eyes closed. And it feels good because my eyes are probably strained from having them open so long.
Yeah!
I should go to bed.
If you get a subscritption with Blogger can you better edit the words and such?
Well yeah... Swoosh with a go.
Chau
I really need to find a book or a website or something on Vaudeville clowning. Or just some other random gags that I could use while I am in Costa Rica.
I am so tired, I am typing with my eyes closed. And it feels good because my eyes are probably strained from having them open so long.
Yeah!
I should go to bed.
If you get a subscritption with Blogger can you better edit the words and such?
Well yeah... Swoosh with a go.
Chau
Crazy
Huzzah!
I just got back from college days! It was fun...
We went to North Central College, which was ok. I might want to take Urban Ministries there. My cuz was excited to learn they had TEFL and Madrin Chinese.
Too many people today. I felt claustrophobic. It wasn't fun. Its not that I feel trapped, its just with so many people around, I often feel... I don't know, over looked. Faceless. Nameless.
Its creepy. I really don't enjoy it. Its hard to stomach it when I've been so busy.
Strange. I don't get so sick feeling normally. And it only happens like once a year.
I suppose with other things I have been stressing on just compounded it and made me feel that way today. Silly me.
Thats what I get for thinking about things like ladies and getting married and such, and thinking about my future, and how things could be. Of course, I have to think about these things sometime. Sooner or later. One Day. Before I'm old and gray, before my futrue is my past.
So I have been thinking about urban ministries, and about theology and missions. I don't know what I want to do most. A little of everything would suit me well. I think Urban Ministries would help me fufill my vision the best. I just don't know though.
"Desperatly seeking, Frantically believing."
Passion. What do you know about Passion? I really wouldn't call myself a passionate person. If you knew the same people I did, you probably woudn't call yourself passionate either. My peeps are firey, so much so that you can imagine the fire licking up next to them. I hope I can be like that.
I am tired. I slept on the floor of a college dorm yesterday. It wasn't fun sleeping there. It wasn't comfy. It was actually hard even for a floor, because of the weird carpeting. If I don't go to bed soon, Imma fall asleep at my keyboard.
SO Chau!
Don't forget to comment...
I just got back from college days! It was fun...
We went to North Central College, which was ok. I might want to take Urban Ministries there. My cuz was excited to learn they had TEFL and Madrin Chinese.
Too many people today. I felt claustrophobic. It wasn't fun. Its not that I feel trapped, its just with so many people around, I often feel... I don't know, over looked. Faceless. Nameless.
Its creepy. I really don't enjoy it. Its hard to stomach it when I've been so busy.
Strange. I don't get so sick feeling normally. And it only happens like once a year.
I suppose with other things I have been stressing on just compounded it and made me feel that way today. Silly me.
Thats what I get for thinking about things like ladies and getting married and such, and thinking about my future, and how things could be. Of course, I have to think about these things sometime. Sooner or later. One Day. Before I'm old and gray, before my futrue is my past.
So I have been thinking about urban ministries, and about theology and missions. I don't know what I want to do most. A little of everything would suit me well. I think Urban Ministries would help me fufill my vision the best. I just don't know though.
"Desperatly seeking, Frantically believing."
Passion. What do you know about Passion? I really wouldn't call myself a passionate person. If you knew the same people I did, you probably woudn't call yourself passionate either. My peeps are firey, so much so that you can imagine the fire licking up next to them. I hope I can be like that.
I am tired. I slept on the floor of a college dorm yesterday. It wasn't fun sleeping there. It wasn't comfy. It was actually hard even for a floor, because of the weird carpeting. If I don't go to bed soon, Imma fall asleep at my keyboard.
SO Chau!
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