Just a fool...

ughh...

I am feeling awfully down today.

I feel dumb.

I feel frustrated.

I feel like I am not succeding.

I feel like I am failing.

Basically, I feel like I am being foolish again, and need to keep my mouth shut.

Every time I open my mouth and make my thoughts known I am being foolish.

Some days it feels like it would be better just to not talk to anyone again.

*sigh*

But I can't be like that. Thats not who I am or who I am want to be. I can't give in to the depression or the self pity.

TROGDOR!!!

There, that cheered me up...

Chau

Everybody to the Limit!

H3Y!

W00T!

I had a super exciting day today...

I woke up early and went and got logs and brought them to the sawyer, which took me until 2 or something. Then I just kind of chilled until my mother got home. She brought home some roast chicken stuff and egg nog. One or the other of those made me sick to my stomach. Oh, yeah, I had a headache too...

Oh, I forgot, I finished "Gods gift to women" today, too. Which was a pretty good book, which hopefully helped me understand women a bit better. But that is yet to be seen. Its hard to tell sometimes if you really learned what you needed to from a book. We Will See!

well, thats all the excitement that I can handle for one day...

Chau

Behold! A title is born...

Hey

Things have been a tad weird lately. I don't know why...

It just hasn't been normal. I think the sky is falling, mehbay.

:-D

Well, perhaps I will blog when there is exciting news to be heard.

Until then...

Chau

A Word to the Wise...

Don't ever play the question game, its much more trouble than its worth. One bad question and your trailing flames and leaking fuel. Its dangeresque. Very dangeresque...

:-D

Of course its good that God heals all wounds. Not that there were wounds, but its good anyways.

now for some boiling oil...

hehehe...

At least I am having fun, even if you all are not...

Chau!

Your dark lips are full of lies...

Grr...

I changed the template.

Feeling a little frustrated today.
Not feeling up to par.
Things have been a little chaotic.
Chause.



Chau

Ps... all that stuff up there was supposed to be spaced in a phat way, but sadly, it will never turn out the way I want it to, will it?

John Kerry Supports Terrorists...

John Kerry Supports Terrorists...

Check out this article... EVIL TERRORISTS...

Don't give in to their terrorist demands!


New York Post Online Edition: news

Chau

Moving...

I think I am going to move to a generic template, because I miss common things...

I think I will move after I get some comments on this post...

WOTS WOTS WOTS

Hmm...

I think I have been playing to many video games lately... haha...

Actually, I haven't been playing too many video games lately, its just one of the few things that I have been doing lately... Not much has been going on, and its just been uber exciting...

Yeah...

SO!

I met this girl. She is the nicest of girls. I first met her on my missions trip, although we weren't friends until afterwards. Her name is Bobbie Jo, and hopefully someday, one day, I will date her...

Yeah...

Thats pretty much the most exciting things going on in my life. :-D

It is awfully exciting though isn't it? I think that it is!

:-)

Well... Tell you more about it tomorrow... perhaps...

Chau!

Hello!

Greetings!

I think Halloween passed and I didn't even know it. Unless its tomorrow, or well, technically today. Wait, yeah... It must be.

I have been feeling mopey today... I don't know why... Or, well... I do, but then again don't...

Yeah!

Hmmm... I think I should make a point to crack down on some of my bad habits. Like... Umm... Well... Oh, I know, Watching TV. Nothing on their worth watching anyways. Bad me. Bad TV.

Yesh...

Oh! I know what else I should do, I should write down a page of Bible notes a day. I used to write good notes on my devos, but I haven't been doing it lately, for some reason.

Hehe, I am kind of taking Biz Stones advice... haha, if I tell you I am going to do these things, then at least I can think that they are expected of me. Woo Hoot!

OH! I was going to write Jo an email, but I guess I will just have to talk to her on the phone, hopefully tomorrow...

Yeah, I know you don't care...

Chau!

*EDIT*

Someone at blogger hates me! Giving me the most hugemongous font size! Its written into the html, so its not an accident... It wouldn't let me us the Sight editor to just change it... Yeah... K... 'nuff rant...
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Anger Management...

Hey Hey!

I saw "The Red" music video by chevelle the other day, and I was totally suprised that it was about Anger Management. I suppose that makes sense, but thats never what I thought the song was about. Oh well...

Well... I had lots to say... but then I couldn't say it here... Just can't happen...

No such luck.

weird that I feel like I can't talk about it here. But you know how it is... Especially you Christina...

The walls have ears...

:-D

Chau

Hello

Salutations!

Well, I just got back from MYC.

It was ok.

It wasn't the most phenomanal one ever... It was pretty decent. I guess I just feel like I didn't connect well with the worship or the speaker. The worship was awfully fast and the band playing didn't play any of its own worship songs, despite being a "worship" band. It just distorted other peoples songs. Not to be mean to the band, because they were good, but me and them were just not meant to be. And as far as the speaker went, it was a good message, its just its one I have heard many many many times.


My sister is all angry at me, because she wanted to stay up and read, but I wanted to check me email, so I told her to go to bed...

My cats neck smells like fabric softner. Crazy Cat.

Chau

Chau...

Greets...

Haven't been talking much lately. Seems like my world has just been standing still lately. A conveaniance that I don't enjoy often. I feel like I am watching beauty in slow motion. Some day when I am old, I hope that I remember these moments. I hope I remember how things were in my youth.

On Thursday I am off to Minnesota Youth Convention. Which should be enjoyable.

She is walking slowly in the moon light headed for a place that she knows all to well...

haha...

I just spent the last hour looking at the webpage for a band I like, Flatline. They are punk, and I really like them. But, the have really awful forums. In fact, I find that many Christian bands have awful forums. Just filled with people saying disgusting things. Its really sad.

Chau

Its "teh" madness...

WHoo Rah!

Its teh hutzah!

Zhar?

Indeed...

I am feeling silly today. Whoo Hoot!

Are all of yall excited for Youth Convention? I am! Its going to be a blast... It always is...
Haha... Especially if you bring your Super Nintendo, and pump out the hard core gaming action... Inside joke... That no one who reads this will get. Which is ok...

Any one know why the republish feature has become so slow??? It used to take a matter of seconds... Now it takes forever... I think it might take forever so people can't use it to spam the "just posted" list. Which is kind of a good idea...

Well...

I should be off...

*sigh* Sometimes I hate having to live life with open eyes... Knowing all I do. But then again, I don't believe that ignorance is bliss, so I know its for the better.

Voltaire lied!

I am pretty sure that quote is from Voltaire... I know for sure that he said that the multitude of books is making us ignorant. Which is a funny statement.

You know, I think that no matter what your learning style is, you could learn it better through apprenticeship.

Chau!

Well... She is dead kids...

Hola!

So...

Anyone know anything about the fall that Dan Rathers and Big Media took? About the fake evidence that they presented?

I guess I don't know much about it, other than that they lied to us. Us being the American public.

And all it makes me think, is how many times have they done this before? Once? Twice? Twenty? How many times?

I don't know. And I guess I would be scared to find out.


Haha... Some people are calling it the memogate scandal. Thats amusing.

Makes me think that I should watch news more... Kind of... Then I would know more about this. But what if who I am getting my news from is lying?

*the plot thickens*

Dan Rathers is 72??? Wowza... He should retire...

Ok...

Enough...

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Hmmm....

I suspect that my lines of fun up there won't show up how I wan't them too on most computers...


Maybe I should just do a half page line...

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Hows that?

Idk...

Just don't know...


Hmm... I haven't seen my fat cat all day... Frank must be napping somewhere...

I almost called him buster... Jo, this is all your fault...


Anyways, I think I am going to go find my sister. Because this hear is boring...

Chau!

Howdy Yall...

Well...

Today our new fridge and dishwasher arrived, which is good, because we needed them. Both of them were broken in crazy ways. My fridge was freezing things, which is really super annoying. And sometimes the milk would be just above luke warm. Luke? Idk. Yeah, it was pretty erratic. No fun. And the dishwasher was just plain not working, for unexplainable reasons.

Fun Fun!

I think I am going to grab the camera and take some pictures. I saw a bright red tree out side. Bordering on pink...

Yeah...

I took some photos, although I don't know how well they turned out. Could be good, could be bad. I wish there was something else outside to take pictures of. It is kind of too windy to be taking pictures, everything is moving, which isn't good. Oh Well!

Haha, I have to restart the computer...

Chau

Phat Greets...

Huzzah!


Hmm...

My internet finally appears to be working again.

haha... Who knows how long it will last though... It could be very short lived for all I know... But hopefully it won't be!

My cat has gone nutz. It has finally taken a notice in the rodents. *Sniff* My little boy is all grown up.

Well...

I can't really stay and post much more...

SO!

Chau

Hey All!

I haven't been able to post much because my net is totally not working, and I guess that I am just to lazy to audio post. I could, and maybe I should, but I don't.

Yeah...

Chau

Not going to argue...

*sigh*

I feel really tired today...

I lot has going on lately...

Sometimes I just feel like I am slowly being drained of energy. I guess I am just feeling a little down, and a little tired. Too much going on maybe...

Actually I would suppose that its because I was up until 3 watching a movie... and now I am tired...

Hmm...

Well, as far as the comments on that last post, everyone has their own convictions, and that is one of mine. I am too tired right now to explain why that makes sense to me, but it does. And I will be thinking about how to strongly, but kindly word it to make sense.

*Sigh*

I wish that I had time to write, but I don't. My internet doesn't even work right now. I am at Matts house right now. Just chillin'

Chau

Gee...

Haven't posted much...



Well... I have some stuff to say...

Recently I was up in hibbing, chillin' with different peeps, like Bobbie Jo. Which was pretty cool...

But I have been thinking about a lot of things lately. So... I am just going to blog some of them...

I really really dislike secular music. A lot. A ton. With a vengence. To death, until you die from it. Because it seems like such a waste, for a Christian person to listen to secular music. Because its not like we need to listen to music for entertainment value. And secular music might be perfectly nice, but its not like anyone has ever prayed over it, asking God to bless peoples lives with it. With Christian music there is an oppertunity to grow and learn from it. Yeah... I think that I am making sense, but I don't know.

I think I have cried like 5 times in the last 2 weeks, I am not quiet sure why I am so emotionally charged. I just don't know whats up. I have been all over the charts. Its just weird. Oh well, thats just the way things are sometimes.

You ever feel like your continuiously repeating yourself? Like you are saying the same stupid thing over and over. Yeah, I feel like that sometimes. Like when I have trouble expressing myself, and then I try and clarify what I mean, and I feel like I still said the same thing as before, just in a different way...


Yeah...

Chau!